Rain
Finale
"It was dangerous! Back !!"
I am surprised at Chris's voice and
turned round.Two men dressed in black suits and carrying handguns came into
view.I thought it may be the bodyguard whom the
government employed.
The black muzzle of a gun was aimed at me.
A momentary freezeframe.
"Bang Bang"
The smell of the powder smoke filled the air.
I felt a little fear and despair to the smell that peculiar burnt iron
Next, an absurdly sharp pain would course through my body.
However, the pain did not come.
Why?
In fear, I opened my closed pupils reflectively.
A black shadow was before me.Both hands were extended and the shadow stood so
that I might be protected.A smile came on his face replacing that which should have been.
The shadow shot the handgun at the moment of falling. The men aimed at the falling shadow, without even allowing
hime to raise scream.
I was pulled back by the black figure of the shadow which collapsed slowly and fell in slow motion
.
"Chris!!"
Power escaped from my body.
I knelt to the floor.
The person behind the shadow was Chris.
Chris had fallen he pressing down the belly which was shot.
"Chris…, please do not die!! Chris!!"
I embraced and appealed to Chris ,regfing on my knee.
Chris's eyelid opened slightly.
"……Dolce…"
His lip which was wet with blood formed a smile.His black eyes caught sight of me firmly.
"Chris, why! Why did you protect me!!"
Chris smiled.
He did not reply to my question.He will surely not answer.
Since he has lived a long, long time, he fully knows pain by living.
He smiled and said.
"If…… I say I want to die……,will you be angry……?"
His expression changed. he achings.The smile disappeared from his face.
He desired death.
It seemed that the voice was sad and was asking for help.I considered. Chris had experienced pain by death repeatedly.
I also understood that.
Probably, his pain and sadness are beyond my imagination. But……but…………!!If he dies, what do I become?
"I'm get angry……. I am surely get angry! ……Because, I love you. ……I love you!"
His pupils opened wide.
"You will not die alone by any means! Please live……! Please……, Please do not say you want to die!! "
I cried as I prayed. That he said such a selfish thing fully understood.
I suddenly desired for him to die.
A world of peaceful sleep is best.
"Thank you."
He said.
"Thank you for loving me."
"Chris……!"
I gave a tight hug to his body with all my strength. It felt that the interval between breaths became
longer and longer.
"Chris……! Don't die……!"
I was desperate and tried to raise him in my arms. He had already closed his eyes.
His expression was smiling gently.
His lips, wet with his blood,opened sightly.
"I ask you. Please kill me."
The injectioon containing the vaccine which we previously abtaned emptied,
and I dropped to the floor.
"Chris……!"
His hand grasped my hand.I gazed at him.
"This last moment should kill me……by your hand at least.………Dolce……."
"Chris!!"
The lump of iron still firmly grasped by his hand . It was the Valletta which he had used regularly.
He become as cold as the gun.Death approached.
"It is my wish……"
He said. Something broke in me. I turned the gun to him.
His face looked searchingly."I'm sorry……, and thank you……Dolce……."
Tears flowed down his cheek.
"……Good-bye……."
Bang
I smelled the smell of powder smoke, and the smell of fired iron, after hearing the loud axplosion.
My field of vision blurred and tears wet my cheek.My tears fell slowly and wet Chris's cheek.
His face was very quiet at his death, and it seemed to me as peaceful as the Virgin Mary.
As the face lost his vitality it took on the appeararee of Greek Statue, it was very beautiful.
"Chris……. Chris……!! "
Even if I call out many times, he did not reply.
Because,I killed him.I cried, giving him a tight hug to his body which had stopped moving.
"……My God ,……Why didn't I save him? ……Please…answer……!!"
When I turned to look to the floor,my dearest man was there. It around not be bad to die together with him. I kissed
him. There was the taste of death in that last kiss.
I turned the gun to myself. I put power into my finger,and applied the trigger.
"…Amen……"
Please give us quiet love…….
My consciousness faded gradually. I do not feel even an ache. However, I felt Chris's smiling face
becoming dark.
Our love became eternal.This love does not wish to be rewarded.
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